𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒷𝓎𝑒

he's such a nice person, he’s very good at making me laugh, he’s very good at making me cry at the same time

at the beginning he always cheers me up when i got sad because he got panicked every time i cried, he always texted me good morning, he even never need a long time to reply my text, well he used to adore me, deeply

he never cheated, he’s not possessive, because he did trust me as i trusted him, he always looked at me with his adoring eyes, he always showed me off to his friends cause he’s  very proud to have me, and he didn’t love me only because i’m beautiful

he always care for me… until he didn’t 

one day he brought a girl at my birthday to my house, he never meant that because he was such a stupid boy, he didnt even loved her because we both know that they’re just best friends, but still i felt betrayed by his action, it was his fault that i cried trough out the night, even until subuh

after that incident we argue all the time, i cannot trust him the way i used to, i tried tho… i always tried but it was so hard when he broke the trust that i gave him

every time i tried to make a conversation about us he always disappeared and pushed me away

 

he made me feel unwanted, he made me feel unloved, he made me feel alone

he never made time for me anymore, we couldn’t even met if its not me who came for him, he even hates me for that, bothering his time with his friends, he didn’t think of me anymore 

and that’s when i know his love for me is already gone

it didn’t take a long time until he lets me go 

just like that

he was never so in loved with me

well he loved me, but not enough to made him stay

maybe someday you will finally love someone that much until it’s very hard for you to let her go

and i know the person wasnt me 

the person is not me 

and the person will never be me