NOT A POEMS

the birds were chattering campus was quiet only for them to talk the eyesight of her smile over his joke leaves falling for their company sometimes life feels like a movie with a different story half an hour passed like nothing but it means everything he said he likes books too, as they spoke the same language  his presence was soothing no one wants to rose from the seat it’s like they're glued to each other’s the invisible string  until she’s the one who left first before the string got thicker

sleeping, knowing that i’ve fallen in love with you.

my heart stopped beating after he cut off my pulse night pass as i slept just to get trough my days but not until i met my daisy my first daisy talking to you was comforting  i am myself when i’m with you its been so long since i felt peace its the way you smile, your charm, your awkward movements, and your… all of you that’s is you i think i am bewitched by you i like how yesterday i wasn’t seeing you directly  instead we need to turned our head to see each other and when we looked straight we saw nature, trees, leaves the way i don’t need to think when i’m talking to you, the way your face lightened- -when i remember things about you, the way you grumbled- -over people commenting bad things about you you are the daisy in my land after fire burned everything into ash you may not see me as your daisy,  but i think i’ve fallen in love with you

he's such a nice person, he’s very good at making me laugh, he’s very good at making me cry at the same time at the beginning he always cheers me up when i got sad because he got panicked every time i cried, he always texted me good morning, he even never need a long time to reply my text, well he used to adore me, deeply he never cheated, he’s not possessive, because he did trust me as i trusted him, he always looked at me with his adoring eyes, he always showed me off to his friends cause he’s  very proud to have me, and he didn’t love me only because i’m beautiful he always care for me… until he didn’t  one day he brought a girl at my birthday to my house, he never meant that because he was such a stupid boy, he didnt even loved her because we both know that they’re just best friends, but still i felt betrayed by his action, it was his fault that i cried trough out the night, even until subuh after that incident we argue all the time, i cannot trust him the way i used to, i...

i wish you had more love for me i wish you’ll never choose me when you have more time

when i still hold you i always wished you loved me more because that will makes you a better man