NOT A POEMS

nearly two weeks i only seen you by the screen  in one day we walked on the same floor will this day i have the chance to breath afar 10 centimeters from you? as if it was a rose, i got bleed i should’ve seen the sign that i ran too far something dropped from my eyes was it blood? i didn’t see any but it hurts  i never wanted to kept you i heard a lot rumors of two flying birds it was you but not with me my body staying there but my eyes crawl everywhere  nobody knows at the time why didn’t you do something? at least save me i was only there to watch and being watched alone but you were there you were there two seats for three people was i the lost seats? nobody noticed  the further i listened the more touch of betrayed i felt