NOT A POEMS

why did you cry at the mall store toilet? you said he was such a nice guy he won’t hurt you will he? so why did he always made you cry? your head above the plate the food started to filled with water but it wasn’t a soup salty water passed your cheek for the fifth time this day you look at yourself in the mirror eyes bumpy red heart coated with bandage  so it left you with no blood it hurt to death hanging on the thin line i love you i always do, but not like this

i wanna be with someone  that i didn’t have to beg just to meet him that he’d always feel cheery to see me he would ask me 100 times just to feel my presence  no matter how busy he is he’d give all of his effort to see my smile and never get tired of me nor angry when i ask for his time i wanna be with someone  that feels as happy as i am when we spend time together he get scared when he made me angry or even sad  i will love him with all of my heart even my bones will speak for him but maybe for now i just have to wait for him to change or for someone new

i bet you’ve seen your expensive display in your room you collect money so you can have it when your saving’s are full, you bought it you were so excited to touch it because it is now yours you put it on your desk the next day you saw it, you were still excited  because all the sweat and tears are now worth it day by day pass the display started to lose it colors now you never touch it nor care about it nor even glance at it now, every time you look at it it looks boring you started to feel all the money you spent wasn’t worth it so you leave it alone until it is all gray until it is all grow into a dust