𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓲𝓼 𝓾𝓷𝓯𝓪𝓲𝓻

no matter how hard i try 
in the end i would always fail
i cried and then i cried

this isn't should be like this
i should've been one of the greatest
i could've been one of the greatest
i could've scream of proudness
i could've put a big smile on my face

but the world said no
i can't accept it
no matter how many times my heart try to escape the failure
it keeps following me
it stays behind me

all of my friends are smiling

because they achieved the things i didn't achieved

how could the world be so cruel

                                                          -not a poems