𝓪𝓵𝓵 𝓲'𝓿𝓮 𝓮𝓿𝓮𝓻 𝓯𝓮𝓵𝓽 𝓲𝓼 𝓰𝓻𝓮𝔂

have you ever feel empty
that you don't have someone's special
to think of (?)

but the fact that 
you hate yourself when 
you're in love with him

until your heart accept it

but suddenly he's gone
and when he left
there's no scars left behind
but your heart holds back

the cloud in your brain says grey
not white
nor black

am i really in love with him?
or i just felt empty without him

                             
                                           -not a poems