NOT A POEMS

my heart still burn by the fire you made i love you without any warning and now i pay the price and im still in debt i don’t know how much pennies left in me because you already took all of them you even stole my gold that was the only thing left for me how could you? i let you in i gave you my keys  so you could come over anytime  day by day pass the rust you made peeled off by itself my heart healed by time even in a year there’s a glimpse of your shadow   will i forget you?

-22 May 2023 Notes Are you happy with your decision? Are you happy that you left your biggest burden Are you happy now? it just doesn’t fair that you already knew what was gonna happened  you already made your own decision  you already settled with your choice  you already find your own happiness  while i was there questioning about us questioning about my faults questioning where are these gonna lead to questioning you it pains me every night  i have a sense this wouldn’t end right that thought haunts me two weeks and then there was you smiling, while you left me with questions